very long never blog le.

it's really been a while...
but im not really in the mood to blog.

ahaha..
oh, btw i went to take out my braces today!
hehehe~
now my teeth is sparking and straight!!!
yay~

its quite a sight actually,
how much your teeth affects your image.
i look sort of different w/o braces.

haix, kinda miss my cute little blocks of colors
=((
AND I FORGOT TO TAKE A PIC OF THEM!!!!
='(

i mean its really once a lifetime..
unless u are really bo liao and rich.
(that is both willing and financially abled)

econs -_=

whew....
was planning to change my blogskin..
but still searching.

thought that a change in blogskin would be something nice to compliment all the changes happening now.

dunno how others feel,
but i was starting to feel old.
i guess for my past 17 years i've nvr been very adultish..
(duhh)

haha..
i was reading thru my previous posts(again) a few nights ago.
dunno why, but there's sth very tempting about reading your previous posts.
maybe i just really like the past..
no, excluding sec1 and 2 pls..
lol...

well, cant find a new blogskins yet..
just have to keep searching..




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" i dont understand why at some point of time,
everything all seemed so wrong..
like whatever u do is not right..
everything u say doesnt get acknowledged..
ppl cant hear u.
god cant hear u.
even you cant hear yourself at times."

i;ve just learnt that in order to stay happy,
never expect too much.

(okay, i know we heard in during the sex talk in sch bla.. but some how it only make sense to me now. lagg-_-)

yeah.
never expect too much from anyone,not even ppl who love you.
the more u expect, the more likely they fail to meet your expectations,
the easier u feel disappointed.

i use to expect ppl who love me will understand how i feel,
will listen to me talk about my woes, to make me feel better...
but as life gets going, as ppl grow up, things are very diff now.

with everyone so cooped up with their busy and ever changing life,
who will actually bother to put up with a silly fren and her silly little worries?

i admit sometimes i dun give a damn but most of the time, i try my best to give a listening ear.

maybe its sth with my genes,
i can listen better than i can talk now.
or maybe its just the fact the ppl dont bother makes it senseless to even open your mouth.

"i tried to make a call,
but all phones are engaged..
and i dont't know what to do..."

kinda of sad at first but..
this is way of life.

u hate it
but u still have to live it.


tt's why i miss the past so much.
where i know little things and dream much..
now, i just know a lot but dont dare to dream..

in the past,
its either happy or sad.
its either good or bad.
but now, everything is relevant.

yeah, the gray zone..



sheesh, i sound like some depressionist..













but then again,maybe it's just pms.

" spiteful words hurt your feelings;
silence breaks your heart."

-how true

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